I did not meet him through the matching site I joined...

but who cares, I am just glad we met.

First things first: Thank you so much to my good friends who have continued to stop by and greet me, even though I have been a terrible friend and blogger for the past several months now. I want you to know that you mean a lot to me and you are in my thoughts and heart.

I don't know if any of you have a Facebook, but I check mine daily so if you'd like to connect there, email your profile URL to me at tantraflower@gmail.com and I will gladly add you. I'm sure I'll be out of this writer's funk I'm in eventually, but that would be one way to stay in touch in the meantime.

However, don't think that because I am in a writer's funk that I am feeling funky altogether. I'm actually the happiest I have been in a very long time. I've made some life choices that I feel really good about (daily yoga, moving to Ohio this summer, etc.), but the greatest source of pleasure in my life at the moment is a very wonderful man. We are falling in love. I can't fully express the joy I feel right now that, well first of all I found someone that I feel so connected to and in tune with and attracted to on an emotional and spiritual level, but that he also is compassionate and honest and shares my values and relationship goals and weird sense of humor -- but not only that, he feels the same way about me and he wants me too! He wants me just the way I am! He thinks it's adorable that I spill every meal on my shirt and he loves my nervous rambling. Sigh. We are spending this coming weekend together in Indianapolis: getting to know each other better, eating good food, checking out vinyl records, watching Orson Welles movies on my laptop, and doing a lot of smooching and hand holding... I am so looking forward to it. He is awesome and I am smitten!!!

It is so late and I should be asleep now. I will write more later.

Much love and peace to you. Namaste